I have had a super rough day! I am trying to decide if I am still motivated to share anymore. I feel very beaten and bruised inside tonight. I no longer am excited to share my talent. I have always shared my creations as an inspiration to others. I have always been more than willing to share my knowledge, .cut files and ideas whenever asked. I spend several hours every week keeping up with the coupons that everyone wants so badly but as I said, I am trying to decide if I am still motivated to share anymore.
I had some terrible things said about me today on the Cricut Message Board that really wounded me. My integrity and reputation were attacked by some one who hid behind a Message Board name of Lurker. The person was not even brave enough to let themselves to known. This person also apparently visits my blog regularly as she posted a photo of my original Ocean layout .Once this person put the seed of doubt in people minds, it just snowballed.
I am just not sure I want to share anymore. I am very hurt right now and feel very wounded. I am going to have to pray about what my decision is going to be and really do some healing before I decide what to do. I hope that you will all understand my decision once I make it. I just do not feel like crafting right now. Hopefully my feelings will change in the future but for now......I have a huge decision to make.